Another
of those days when I imagine calling in sick: monthly team meeting. Gathered
around the wood-grain table in the conference room, smelling of coffee dust and
various shades of cologne, oh, how we shall marshal our arguments, darkly
whistling at windy length about the little we’ve managed to accomplish in September. These
will be followed by longer range planning, the almost-speeches like so many dresses hanging in young,
fall closets before next year’s May prom - in case we’re invited. Then, paint notes on the easel: these are the great things we are going to do in the
meantime, at least as the time becomes ripe. Right now, of course, this week, we are so
busy we can’t imagine when that will be. But, let it be soon. The road has many
twists and turns, furrows and mounds, but . . . . Then:
Big-head Henry will bring up someone like "Camus," because it
is absurd to think (whatever the prophet Isaiah might say) that the rutted road will be
repaired. The mountains will not be depressed, the valleys will not be elevated,
the uneven places will not be made level, the rough places will not become
smooth by divine action or at all. But we will persevere, because we must: we can never escape (esquiver - he'll use the French) the absurd but real present into an ideal but uncertain
future. I suspect your team meetings have a similar tone to them.
“Henry has a point,” furrow-browed Bob will say. I
will not ask how in the world he describes there can be such a thing.
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